20 July 2026 Voicing Christ Consciousness
Dear community,
Here we go, the first blog post!
I will be posting the monthly Christ Consciousness teachings so everyone can read the guidance that has been offered in our Voicing gatherings. If you have not yet joined one, these transcriptions will give you a good idea of how the gatherings unfold. Since I’m getting a late start, the first few posts will be every couple of weeks until I’ve caught up.
20 July 2026
I open this gathering with delight to be starting these Christ Consciousness teachings again after a 5-year gap. I’ve held some teaching sessions over the years, but this is the inaugural gathering after the publication of my book in April 2026. I had asked once if I should start these gatherings before finishing the book, and was told to wait, do one thing at a time.
Everyone whose question is included here anonymously has given permission for it to be shared. There were 14 participants.
My dear friend Nooraya Wales is serving as our co-host. After she leads us in a meditation to ground and unify the group, our Prayer of Alignment with the name, the vibrational field, of God is recited three times.
In the Name of Mother-Father God, Source of All,
In the Name of Creation, the Child of God,
In the Name of the Holy Spirit, the Communicator, the Comforter,
In the Name of Love,
Christ I am.
Christ Consciousness begins teaching in my voice.
“Regarding the words, ‘Christ I am’—those raised in the Christian tradition have some initial resistance to accepting that identification as the Christ, since the training has been that that word is used for one individual person who walked on the planet. You have all come to feel and know that Christ Consciousness is a universal Wisdom vibration that exists on a continuous plane of Reality that is forever woven into and holding what appears to be the projected universe. Each individual Soul has the capacity to attune itself to that layer of awareness. It has nothing to do with specialness or power. It is simply a description in words of the Reality of the continuous flow of loving Wisdom that emanates from the primordial Mind of God.
“Rest for a moment, if you might, in that image of the primordial Mind of God continually pouring forth loving Wisdom with which the Creation can play, can create anything that the Child of God would like to create. You have all seen young animals play with each other—they are endlessly entertained. So it is with Creation. There is an endless quality of playful joy in exploring this power of loving Wisdom that God generously pours forth, continually and eternally.
“It is such a joy for those of us who no longer appear in physical form to experience many of you playing on the edges of this stream, or paddling in the stream, or even relishing swimming joyfully in the stream.” This image elicits a chuckle. “This particular group has much less resistance to throwing yourselves wholeheartedly into the stream of Creation because you know you are safe.
“The egoic mind, of course, is afraid of God, because the egoic mind is afraid that God is mad that it took the bold step of going off on its own. But anger is not an emotion in the primordial, endless, creative Source that is called God, so you have nothing to fear.
“We would like you to bring your attention to the body. You are all practicing listening to the Holy Spirit, aligning yourselves with God, trusting that each step is a step taken as Divinity—so tune in to the feeling-sensation of being unified with your Creator. Notice the feet. Often the feet have a sensation of buzzing as they connect through loving consciousness to the Mother Earth. The hands very often have a sensation of buzzing as the energy of Love goes through the body and extends outward. This is for you to feel and know that Creation has as its center point everywhere simultaneously, which includes your physical being. Each one of you is the center point of Creation. You are that torus of energetic flow, with your body as the center, and the flow of energy pouring through your feet and hands, and around and up into your head, and back down through the feet and hands.
“Rest in that physical knowing that you are, yourself who appears to be a personal self, the center of the universe.
“How can each one of you be the center of the universe? It’s only a paradox to the egoic mind. You are all aware that time and space are one, so any point that appears separated is the same as any other point, and therefore all points are the center. This is not to make the ego feel big and special. Again, this is a description in words of the feeling-knowing of the universality of Love which pours through you endlessly—that the inner and the outer are the same. What pours through your heart appears outside of you in the world, and reinforces what you hold in your heart.
“This is a concept that the intellect can do its best to understand—what appears outside is a projection of the beliefs, the thoughts, of the individual person—but it is hard, when what is seen outside are challenging circumstances, to think that your individual thoughts are producing that. We would like to clarify for just a moment that this is more so true on the level of feelings—that feelings amplify thoughts. When you see something that is what you would say is objectively painful, it is your emotional response to that which reinforces your experience of it. When you see something objectively painful, and you hold that experience in your heart with compassion, and trust that the whole story is unfolding towards God, and that you, by contributing Love to that experience that is apparently going on outside of you, can nudge that process towards Love—that is a much more aligned-with-God response, than looking at something painful and having a response of feeling helpless or angry.
“So please, this is not denial that other Beings are experiencing pain; it is an acknowledgement of the Truth that you are a powerful Child of God—so as you respond by sending Love and confidence that all of the Beings involved are protected, cared for, guided, and are learning exactly what they need to learn—when you hold them in Love, they can learn more quickly. You contributing Love into the matrix, you might say, moves the process of growth forward much more quickly. We have shared in the past that there has been an acceleration of growth towards Home, towards God, towards Love—so when you see suffering and respond to it with Love, you are helping to move that process forward.
“We would like to focus today mostly on what each of you is bringing. You have all come very far in your personal practices, so more teaching is not required—simply assurance that you are Love, you are part of the entire cosmic pattern that is the beauty and harmony of God, and there is nothing else. We share the opening teaching to help give you confidence that the Truth of the loving harmony of God is the only Truth. All of the pain is simply being worked out at various rates of speed, so that the entire consciousness of the Child of God can awaken to the Truth of its perfect communication with its loving Source.
“In the spirit of perfect communication, we ask each of you to tune in to what feels like any kind of a place that might be a wrinkle, or a hook, or a splinter, or a spot, that trips your perfect flow of communication. For each you, you have all been such sincere and diligent practitioners of aligning your consciousness with the Love of God, that we assure you that the help that is available to you is very powerful and can resolve these constricted points quite easily. So, with that welcome, we ask each of you to step forward, as you feel called, with your questions.”
The first sister speaks up. “I’m immediately in judgment of myself because I forgot to mention the beauty of the experience I had where you allowed me to see the celebration that is going on in the very Heavens. All the angels, and the Christ Council, and so many Beings are in celebration of what is happening here. Also, I saw what I believe was a representation of us all going through many, many, many lifetimes, working towards this goal, this experience that we are creating now. I wonder if you have anything you want to say about that.”
Christ Consciousness responds. “Dearest sister, the first thing that we would like to say is about the judgment.
“For Souls who, through many lifetimes, have had the intention of aligning with God, a parallel thought of judgment can accumulate if that goal does not appear to have already been reached. So we reassure you, and all of you, that every moment that you have expressed a sincere wish to only love God, or have seen into the Soul of another Being with delight and compassion, or have trusted your own voice to speak the Truth, or have expressed Truth in whatever medium is yours to use—none of that has been lost, even if there have been further struggles with undoing places in which the ego still believes it needs to defend itself. The moments of complete relaxation and alignment with your Divinity have never gotten lost.
“And remember that all the ego is doing is trying to defend itself from being injured. So if any painful thought of judgment emerges, towards yourself or others, just remind yourself, ‘I am safe. There is nothing to defend.’ This is a familiar teaching—to not defend yourself. You can understand the enormous importance of this. Not defending yourself means you know who you are. So, beautiful sister, you do know who you are, and you have no need to defend yourself.
“The other part of your question was, is there anything to be said about the joyful celebration going on because more and more Souls are approaching the heavenly feast? Yes!” There is a delighted chuckle. “All of you have had glimpses of this heavenly feast, so we ask you, at this moment, to see what you are offered, right now, of this heavenly feast. Some of you will see it at the top of a mountain, some of you in a great meadow—it matters not—but you will notice that you will see many Souls approaching. Some arrive and step back, and arrive and step back; some arrive and stay; some stand at a distance and look at the glow of Light and keep themselves on the outskirts. You will notice the position of many Souls as you start watching this heavenly feast.
“We invite you to step into the circle of Light—don’t hesitate on the outside edge. This is a miraculous table that has room for everyone, endlessly, forever. It is simply a symbolic representation of the endless flow of the Love of God.
“Those of us who no longer need to manifest in physical form are, of course, delighted that more and more of you have dropped your belief in unworthiness, and are allowing yourselves to partake of this feast. The more of you who know that this is your Home, the more this feast of abundance will appear on the surface of your beautiful Earth.
“Thank you, my sister, for bringing this into the collective awareness.”
The second sister poses her question. “I was recently in the ancient city of Ephesus in Turkey. While I was there, I was overcome by the awareness of a presence within me that I came to feel as the Apostle John. I felt that it was an invitation to contemplate his gospel; and I also felt that it was an invitation to invite others to contemplate that gospel with me. But now, a doubt has entered my mind about the role that I am being asked to play in this. There is a fear that Wisdom will not come. I do see that that is a regular block—doubt and fear regarding being able to access the Wisdom of Truth. Having said all that, my question is, what would be most helpful for me to look at, trust, or let go of? It feels like all those elements are involved.”
Christ Consciousness responds. “Thank you for your courage in sharing this experience. We would like you to tune in to the spot in the center of the heart chakra. This is highly activated. It is your point of connection with the disciple John. Do not doubt when something comes to your mind spontaneously, by accident, coincidentally, you don’t know why—these are gifts that are specifically given to be trusted and cherished.
“It is known historically, of course, that the disciple John lived in Ephesus with Mother Mary and other women at the end of her life. He was the male presence that was needed at that time to look after women. She, of course, did not need any looking after. There is enormous power in that town because of the healing energy that Mother Mary, her women, and John brought to that physical spot on the Earth. You are blessed indeed to have put your body in that place. Do not doubt that you were guided to go there and to receive this energy of connection with John.
“We encourage you to look at a published book called The Gospel of the Beloved Companion. We encourage you to trust your feeling-sensation of reading that book, which is a version of the Gospel of John, a more complete version. Trust your sensation of reading that book with other people. You have all joined together here today because it is easier to access Wisdom consciousness when two or more of you align. You have heard that many, many, many times—'When two or more of you join together, there I am,’ meaning, there is the universal Christ Consciousness. So, join together with your friends reading this Beloved Companion book and you will indeed access higher Wisdom.
“You are higher Wisdom. This does not make you special. Everyone is higher Wisdom. It is your Identity. We opened our teaching today with helping all of you align with that knowing that you are the Christ. My sister, rest in that confidence, and trust whatever apparently random whim, guidance, thought, image, sensation is handed to you—and follow it. If you don’t follow it, it will just take longer. It will be given to you again, so you might as well follow it the first time.
“We go with you, with wings on your feet, convening a very small circle of friends to read this book together and contemplate the very profound Wisdom that it contains.
“And please enjoy your personal connection with John. It’s a delicious treat to have that feeling-sensation of having a connection with a particular Soul, who of course exists in eternity. The Soul of John has manifested several times on the planet. The Soul of John is a very powerful beacon of pure Love. Please enjoy being in the vibration of Love.
“And remember what we said to the sister before you about fear, doubt, and insecurity—it just comes from the egoic thought that it is in danger of being harmed and needs to defend itself. You’re safe. You have no need to defend yourself. Go with our blessings.”
Sister Three has a question about inner vision. “About ten or fifteen years ago, after many years of experiencing extensive inner vision, in the last vision I had, a fog came in and obscured what I was looking at. I didn’t know what that meant, but it turned out to be the end of those inner vision experiences. My dreams also shut down. What’s that all about, and is there a way to bring the vision back?”
“This is a very beautiful sharing, that you have had this experience of clarity. The image that is being given to Laura’s mind is of stained-glass windows—the brilliant perfection of color, light, and design.
“We encourage you to write down as many memories as you have of those visions. You will not remember them all, but when you start writing them down, you will bring that state of consciousness back to mind. Exploring these visions will help you have the feeling-sensation that that is Reality.
“We would like to address the word vision. You have read in other material from Yeshua and other great spiritual teachers that inner vision is more accurate than outer vision. The intellect likes to think of visions as something not so reliable. As you practice trusting your inner vison, it becomes more reliable, and more real than what the separated mind believes is ‘external reality.’
“You, my sister, are of course very aware that you have had struggles with your external vision. While this has been unpleasant at various stages of your life, and has had certain consequences for you, it is a push that your Soul has chosen for you to understand that your inner vision is to be relied on, since your outer vision is not so reliable. Please repeat to yourself, ‘My inner vision is reliable.’
“The fog that came over your vision was addressing an interesting belief that you held at that time, which was that you would need more and more visions for them to be real, because you didn’t trust that they were real, so you needed to have the next one, and the next one, and the next one, to feel that they were real. The fog is the belief that maybe they aren’t so real.
“Today, we thank you so much for your confidence in asking, ‘What happened? Why did I start losing my inner vision? And can I please go back to knowing that inner vision is real?’ We say to you: go forward to knowing that your inner vision is real. You do not need to have the next exciting vision revealed to you for you to know that it’s real. You can just rest in knowing, ‘My inner vision is much more reliable than my outer vision.’
“All of you, for a moment, tune in to some past experience in which you were given some kind of revelation that startled you and changed your life—brought you to a place, brought you to a connection with another person, shifted your consciousness to a higher level, helped you understand the meaning of some past event—and all of that was revealed on the inner plane. Think of all the incredible books that have been received on the inner plane, which you now hold in your hand, and you read, and you say, ‘Oh, A Course in Miracles, this is very beautiful, this is accurate teaching.’ That was received through inner vision. It is highly accurate.
“So my sister, the fog is your doubt that your inner vision is accurate. We reassure you that whatever inner vision is given to you is for you to trust, to enjoy, and to write down in order to reinforce for yourself that this inner world is infinite, loving, beautiful, and full of Light! In a way that your outer eyes, in this particular body, have not been able to receive, your inner eye is able to receive the infinite harmony and beauty of God.
“Please enjoy skipping through the meadow of the beauty of God. Thank you so much for bringing this forward. And we will enjoy running through the meadow of the beauty of God with you.” Christ Consciousness ends with a delighted chuckle.
“Thank you.”
The first brother begins with expressing gratitude. “My thanks for these last times that I had the opportunity to do healing with you. The last couple weeks have been rough, and I’d appreciate it if you put the 2x4 [American timber size] away and used something a little smaller to get my attention. That’s my way of jokingly saying, thank you.
“I have a question that I’m sure you’ll understand. A while back, several of us met with what you referred to as the collective. Channelings were done about bringing organizations that were helping to bring forth the Atonement into alignment with the Light, but there was some misalignment at that time. One organization grew out of that. I’m feeling the direction to go back to this, to reconnect with others, but I’m not sure how to do that, or who to do that with. I don’t trust my own personal vision. It feels like there needs to be more people involved. I’m wondering if this gathering might possibility be part of it, too. Are all these people coming together under the direction that Mary Magdalene gave when she described the Way in some channelings? I think that’s enough to give you an idea of what I’m asking, even if it’s not well-said. Thank you.”
Christ Consciousness asks him to try to clarify his question. “Dearest brother, it would actually help you to articulate your question, to help you bring into focus what it is that is in your way of seeing clear to your own particular path.”
“Perhaps this was premature because I don’t know. Or at least I’m stuck.”
“OK. Let’s start with the 2x4. Anyone who has stepped forward to receive difficult teachings while consciously on the spiritual path has made a commitment to release some old tenacious beliefs that the ego is very sureare necessary. So, dislodging those beliefs does require some force to help the Christ in you be able to see past what the ego had been so sure was necessary.
“So my brother, if you would, rest for just a moment here in the knowing that you are safe, you have nothing to defend, no harm can come to you, you are forever and eternally loved by God, and your Soul is part of the eternal pattern of beauty and harmony that is God; therefore, you can release any thought that you need to be right, be sure, be in charge, or have the plan already.
“We encourage you in the practice of asking for guidance every moment. If you’re not sure of what to do in the next moment—stop, sit still—you can even lie down—and ask for inner vision. ‘What shall I get up and do now? Oh, I need to make that phone call.’ Go make the phone call. ‘I don’t know what to do.’ Lie down. Ask, ‘Please send me inner vision so I know what to do. Oh, now I’m receiving a message from a friend.’ Trust each thing as it arrives, minute, by minute, by minute, by minute, by minute.
“You have a long history of feeling responsible for large projects and needing to see very far into the future, so that whatever action is taken now, there needs to be a very clear plan about how that will unfold and affect things down the line. Now, on the one hand, this is a very beautiful practice, because it has the quality of knowing that your actions are connected to all Beings and to future generations. We encourage you to retain that quality of knowing your connectedness.
“The challenge for you is the individual-responsibility belief within that sense of seeing how all things are connected. That is where you can let go—and we are feeling your relief at hearing this. It’s beautiful to know that you are connected to everything and to future generations, but you are forgetting that all spiritual Beings are also connected to everything and to future generations—so your job is truly only to tune in to that cosmic web.
“It is so hard for the individuated mind to really grasp that there is a cosmic web of Wisdom that every apparently separated point is part of, like a hologram. Your point is the same as the whole cosmic web. When you can trust that you are the Christ, you are the web of Wisdom, then that feeling of individual egoic responsibility to make sure that everything goes right becomes uninteresting. It’s just not necessary. Is this helpful?”
Brother One responds in tears. “Yes. I’m tired. Thank you.”
“Good. Yes. The weight of the responsibility is enormous. Please give it to all the awakened Beings who are perfectly aware of their perfect communication with each other. Please give it to the infinite, connected, cosmic design that is the emanation of the Mind of God. You, your separated egoic mind, are in no way responsible for maintaining that web. Your identity is simply simultaneously your point in the web, and the entire web. You will need some time to just rest with that understanding, because the ego is trying to understand this paradox of simultaneity. But you don’t need the ego to understand it. The ego would use its understanding to reinforce its importance at its own point. The ego has no importance. You, as a Soul, continue to exist without the ego. The ego is not sure of that. But we are reassuring you that you do continue to exist. Is this helpful?”
“Yes. Thank you.”
“Go with our blessings. We are with you every step. Every moment you lie down and ask, the answer is given.”
“Thank you.”
Sister Four exclaims, “Wow, these conversations are so enlightening! Thank you, thank you, thank you! I woke up this morning and I heard the inner voice saying, ‘I can only imagine.’ I didn’t know what it meant at the moment, but I’m feeling it now. Since I know that as a song title, I found the song and I listened to it. I tuned in to different phrases. One was, ‘Spin your imagination in any direction.’ I also got another message from a channeling: ‘Having first learned to love my Creations above all that you have imagined.’ I’ve been a bit puzzled about how to take in this message, but I think it’s that I am to witness through God’s eyes that the Creation is all Love. If you could shed some light, I would appreciate it. Thank you.”
Christ Consciousness responds. “The challenge for you, and for all individuated, apparently separated minds, is to believe that you do have access to seeing through, as you put it, God’s eyes.
“There is a point in the life of the belief in separation where there is a final letting go. This can be read about in many autobiographies of mystics, and in various spiritual texts—the, you might call it, dissolution of the idea of a separated self. The individuated Soul can rest at that tipping point for many lifetimes because it knows it is losing its idea of separation, and it has a fear of becoming lost back into some primordial void.
“You, my sister, with these visions that have been given to you, can know that you are the point of awareness that experiences these visions without needing to be a separated point of awareness, and yet you can sit here and tell us about them, in your lived experience. Rest in that awareness—you retain your awareness whilebeing aware of the Unity.
“The ego wants to say, ‘But what about me? I need to be here in this point of awareness for you to be able to have visions!’ No. Your awareness remains awareness. It doesn’t need an identity in order to be aware. Awareness is aware. The beautiful thing that has been called the New Creation is the dawning collective awareness in the mind of the Child of God that it doesn’t need a separated identity in order to be aware of the Unity of God.
“There is a feeling of instability, as if you are trying to maintain your balance on a board that is resting on a ball, and you’re not sure that you can stay upright. You have no weight, so you don’t need to maintain your balance. Awareness is simply awareness.
“My sister, through your diligence in knowing that aligning your heart with the Heart of God is the Way, you have come to a point where you are almost shocked to know that you don’t need an identity to know God. But who is it who is knowing God? It’s the universal Child of God knowing God, being seen from the individuated vantage point where you happen to reside.
“We, the collective consciousness of enlightened Beings who are speaking at the moment, have appeared in various vibrational forms through the mind of Laura’s higher Self, who is speaking, so Laura, the individuated person, can describe to you the different feeling-sensations of speaking the words of Mary Magdalene, speaking the words of Mother Mary, or speaking the words of Yeshua—there is a different feeling-sensation that is physical for all of these Souls. They retain, each one of them, as an individuated Soul, a particular fingerprint, you might say—and, simultaneously, they are in perfect communication. They do not need an ego, they do not need an identity, in order to continue to exist in the flow of Love from the Mind of God. In fact, we think it’s rather funny that there is this thought that you have to have an identity in order to know God.
“Please be assured, my sister, that you do not need an identity other than, ‘you are experiencing the experience of knowing God.’ Is this helpful?”
“Yes, it’s very helpful. I was smiling with humor that you’re able to recognize that. Thank you.”
“Our deepest, loving, fond, blessings.”
“You as well, all of you.”
Brother Two shares some observations. “I want to point out that Yeshua started out with playfulness, and I’ve noticed the playfulness in other answers as well. It’s just beautiful.” He then relates a story, which happened on a trip where he and Brother One met, about receiving very detailed driving directions through his iPhone, including exact specifics about a parking spot. “Maps do not take you to a parking spot! This was Yeshua having fun with us. If you listen to all of these answers, Yeshua is having fun. If you look at Laura, she’s having fun. In fact, you can see when Yeshua comes through, her face glows even brighter.
“I’d like to tie into what was said earlier about the cosmic web of Wisdom. Barbault’s Basket [a balanced configuration of the four outermost planets that is currently occurring] is a way of tuning in to that cosmic web. Laura and Nooraya tuned in to the strength of it when choosing today’s date. All four of the outer planets—Uranus, Neptune, Pluto, and Jupiter—are in very productive relationships, giving us the tools to bring about new thinking. The top edge of this basket is made of Jupiter, the planet of beneficence, opposing Pluto, the planet of transformation. We don’t need to be so serious in our transformation—Jupiter is bright and cheery! Would Yeshua say a little more about the opportunities that are going on? It is said its influence will carry on for decades, not just now. What is this opportunity, and how can we tune in to it even more? The answer I’ve been getting is that it is a net to receive, without trying to figure it out rationally. How close am I, Yeshua?”
“You have answered your own question.” The response is delivered with a chuckle. “You can consider this moment as a shift into a higher vibration, or a door opening into a new universe, (perhaps that might be the more accurate description,) in which you can trust receiving.
“It is so totally foreign to the intellect, especially the Western intellect, to believe that receiving is a way of knowing. That has been disparaged as frivolous. But this is a moment in which this group, and humanity, can step into the knowing that receiving allows access to the universal Wisdom of God. You might think of this as the threshold of this new way of knowing. The way of knowing of analysis, figuring things out, has run its course. We all can see the consequences of that way of thought without any connection with the heart. This new way of knowing—you might picture the door opening into the vastness of space—has complete confidence that the Wisdom that is being accessed is universal and infallible.
“Now infallible is a difficult word, because the ego likes to hold onto that and say, ‘I’m right!’ We all know the ego loves being right. The infallibility of God has nothing to do with that. It is simply the Truth. When you have the feeling-sensation of, ‘Oh, this feels like I just know this,’ you can trust that. You have all had that experience: ‘Oh, I just know this, I can’t tell you why. I just know this.’ Cultivate that. Pay attention to it. Trust it. Follow it. ‘Oh, I just know I’m supposed to go into that store.’ Go into that store. ‘Oh, I just know we should meet on the 20th of July.’ Meet on the 20th of July. Any time you have that, ‘Oh, I just kind of know this is something for me,’—trust it. Likewise, ‘Oh, I know this isn’t for me,’—trust that.
“This is the new way of knowing—trusting God! You’ve heard that before. ‘The greatest commandment of all of these is to love God.’ [cf. Matthew 22:37-38] Now you have the opportunity to love and trust God—and hearGod, and only hear God! Thank you so much for your observation.”
Sister Five seeks some advice. “I am quite good at hearing, receiving, but one place where I get stuck is when I tune in to changing location. I feel like I need to change location to thrive, but then I lose contact, I don’t know if I’m hearing whether I should or shouldn’t move. I just get confused when that particular topic comes into question. I imagine that there is fear involved around having to do it alone. I’m wondering if you might bring some clarity or deeper truth into my stuckness in this area.”
The response is clear. “By saying the fear is of having to do it alone, you have put your finger on the answer. Wherever you move to, you are landing in a place where you are not alone, meaning, you are joining with sisters and brothers in that physical location where you feel welcomed, where you feel there is family. This is an important word for you—to feel like you belong to a family.
“We would like to say that all of you have this longing for true family. For you, my sister, the feeling of belonging to family is particularly poignant, so where you are drawn is where there’s a feeling of family. 'I am welcomed. I am loved. People want me here. I will be encouraged. I will be supported. I will be given opportunities to shine, to share my gift. People want to receive my gift.’ And you are very aware of your gifts. As you know, you are very good at receiving and sharing. The one thing to look for is an actual community of other people who are excited to offer you the opportunities to share your gifts. Now, one way you share your gifts is, of course, through your art, so landing in a community where people are already comfortable with using visual expression as a way to receive and express God will bring you the greatest of joy.
“A Course in Miracles speaks about the most important teachers being our relationships. For you, the longing to feel connected in family, (because your family relationships have not been satisfying, have not felt enriching,) is to be trusted. Trust that you would really benefit from having loving, nurturing, family connections. Allow images to come to your mind of actual people walking in bodies who are excited to see you walk in their door and share your gifts. When you align with giving yourself permission to seek out a family, then it will become very clear where that family is living on the face of the Earth. You are perfectly well aware that your Soul family lives eternally, without need for bodies, but you are learning to allow yourself to simply feel loved and connected, and to belong. You have such a longing to belong. Is this helpful?”
“Yes, very much so, thank you.”
“Your family is awaiting you.”
“Wonderful, yes, thank you.”
As there are no more questions, Christ Consciousness, laughing, shares some concluding words. “The feeling-sensation of the group is of wanting to jump off a mountain and fly! There is so much potential to release any sense of being held back, and to just fly.
“There is such a bursting sensation of creativity, like multiple flower buds that are on the brink of expanding and sharing their smell, their beauty, their welcoming of the bees, and welcoming of the humans, as well as other animals who also enjoy smelling flowers, not just humans. You, this family here, are a group of very beautiful flowers who are well on your way to being fully opened.
“Let’s return to that image of the feast. Everyone make sure you are sitting at the table, even if just for this moment. Notice in front of you a beautiful bouquet of flowers. Also in front of you is a plate of all the food you could want, made of the most delightful Light that nourishes your Soul. And there’s singing, and laughing, and dancing. This is Reality. This is where you reside. This is not a fantasy. This is actually where you live. Please enjoy this moment, sear it into your memories, so any time you feel like you’re stumbling, you’re unsure, just bring back this memory of the feast, the flowers, the laughter, the joy, the food, the family, and Yeshua, Mother Mary, Magdalene, John, and all the Beings who are fully awake.
“Hooray! There’s a great shout that goes up from the heavenly sphere. Can you feel it? Can you feel it in your hearts? This is your family, this eternal Truth of the endless Love of God. Come back and join us any time. We are always here. And we will reconvene!
“We love you throughout eternity.
“Amen, Amen, Amen.”
Laura comes back to draw the circle to a close. “Putting back on the world’s eyes (my glasses). Thank you, everyone, so much, for participating. Thank you for trusting this process. I can’t do it without you. I hear so much more clearly in a group, so I need all of you, personally. Thank you.”
Various voices respond. “Thank you so much. Deep gratitude, thank you. Thank you for the joy and laughter. Laura, you’re just radiating light. Thank you so much for being such a clear transmitter.”
Good-byes and thanks all around.